Hi Mr. Poker Face

My dearest crush,            

            “Hi! Hello!”That’s how I always start our conversation right? Let me start this letter with those lines also.             

             Hi Jordan! How are you? Me? I’m convincing myself to be fine. Last September 28, 2012, I watched you dancing the Gangnam Style and you made it well. I just kept staring at you while you’re dancing. I don’t know why but that’s my mind told me. I just kept on shouting “JORDAN ANG GALING MO, CRUSH NA KITA”. My friends are looking at me and I can see in their eyes that they also like the way you dance. At first I can’t believe that you did that but what is impossible there? You made it good with your poker face.            

             Days passed and I just kept this feelings inside my important organ that pumps blood and made up of muscles, that's my heart. I have a crush on you. I told you that before and you told me that its okay for you. One day, I changed my profile picture and you chatted me and you said that I have a nice profile picture and I looked beautiful there. OMG! It made me twitterpated. There’s a message from my heart that was sent to my brain and that message said that maybe you also have a crush on me. Why so assuming Mika? That’s my friend told me. I’m chatting you everyday. I kept asking how are you because I’m concern with you. I kept asking if you have assignments and if you finished them all because I’m concern with you. I kept asking you everyday if you already eat your dinner because its all about my concern with you. I kept sending you smileys because I want you to smile even though I can’t see it the important thing there is I can make you smile even in simple chat and a typewritten then converted smileys. I know those concerns and smileys are not materialistic but I just want to express how I crush you.

              Last October 18, 2012, you ignored one of my birthday wish. It’s okay for me because why would I make it as my birthday wish if I know that its impossible that you and I will have a picture together. That ignorance made me sad and that sadness made me cry. I was like being trapped alone in the darkest abyss with a sword pierced through my heart. This broken heart is silent, it can't be seen but the blood bleeds inside. I don’t know maybe you will think that I’m so over acting but that is based from my feelings. I’m waiting for you to greet me personally and even in chat. I waited for nothing. Tears poured against my dry pale cheeks because I expected too much. Too much expectation leads to disappointment. But don’t worry I’m not mad of you and you know what? I’m convincing myself that it’s okay and I told myself that there is other time but is there really next time? I accepted it all and I kept telling myself that I will stop dreaming, pretending and assuming for nothing but you know what? There’s a place in my heart saying that I should not stop but why would I not stop? Is there any reason that will convince my heart who lose hope in too much expectations to continue what did I start? It’s all my fault and I admitted it all so please shut up.
            

              I just want to say thank you because you made me realized that not all things are possible and you made me inspired everyday I saw your poker face but that poker face and your undefined identity? I like them very much and that undefined identity let me face the reality and to know the truth I guess you know what I'm talking about. God bless and always take care. Be happy in all thing that you are doing in every person.

From your former admirer,

Mika

My Teacher My Hero

    “You educate a man; you educate a man. You educate a woman; you educate a generation.”  That quotation is for the teachers. Teachers are the person who give knowledge to us. They give advises and they are nurturing students to become a good leaders someday.

      Its my second year in CNSHS when I encountered many problems in my life and there was a person who gave advises and comfort to me. Her name is Cristina del Rosario or usually called Ma'am Tenny. She's kind, beautiful, simple, she always smile and most of all she serves as my second mother. She opened her heart and mind when I'm sharing my problems to her. She gave advises to me and she let me to accept all those bad things. She considered me not an other person. I love her so much. HAPPY TEACHERS DAY! :D


         We are so blessed because we are studying at school and we met the teachers who are so good and kind to share their knowledge not just because that's their job but because they loved us. They are our second parent and they deserved it.